BaCk and KicKinG (I Hope)

Oh how long has it been since I updated this blog, its growing cobwebs... Oh my oh my.....

First should I say what I have been up to these days?... nothing much except that school has started... DOOMS DAY, its worse than seeing your grandma not in her undies (ok I didn't see mine like that) or worse than having been kicked by a horse (ok I wasn't kicked)... The start of the FINAL YEAR PROJECT (for some who do not know, it means my graduating project that determines whether I graduate from my diploma or not).

Now I'm in the stage of depression listening to Greenday's Boulevard of Broken Dreams (even more depressing). They say that music can sooth the savage beast, but the beast within me, is old and sleeping, so music is turning on its negative effects of causing the beast within to brood.

I need a darn tailor/seamstress and this is the shit I get for trying hard to excel in the bloody project... ok I sound too depressing but its the only feeling that I have right now. My legs are retired and my body is feeling too retarded to act normally except to typing.

The only good thing of this project, is that I finally got the laptop of my dreams. I mean its a laptop, and with all the software to get me through my agonising days of the last 2 to 3 months in this bloody school. Oh, and I took the advice of a friend and now have changed my glasses to something out of the norm, purple plastic frames... not exciting but a good start for a change.

Not only that but I can proudly say that, I HAVE OFFICALLY MOVED IN to my new apartment. Unpacked the last boxes the week before last and well, my room looks presentable. I feel so proud of myself that I need someone to pat me on the shoulder to tell me that I did good.

What else... Christmas and the New Year? Nothing new to me as of always, was working on the 2 auspisious days... work never seems to lay in slumber, and is always moving just like a worker bee pollenating the flowers in a garden. Never thought that these 2 days could be sooooo boring. After 19 years of counting down to the new year, it seems to get on my nerves...
Moreover, how could we celebrate properly with the Tsunami disaster. It pains me to think of the death of the innocent children, not the adults somehow. Cause I think for every disaster, we have a part in it happening.

Well enough of all the bullshit and get on with life, that's what I feel like tellimg myself... but I can't seem to... the worldly feelings we have, are so hard to part.

Ok so this is a temporary blog update, stay tune till my next blog (if it happens within 2 days, go buy 4-D)....STAY TUNE...